i want to stop. chasing after you.
i wish to tire this time.
to let you finally leave. sailing away into horizon.
i do not want to over think. over analyse.
the thinking was overdone. the single fact blurred into shadows and thoughts.
i do not want to feel anymore than i should.
anymore than you want me to.
this time. i wish to stand still.
watching you disappear.
maybe wave a little.
waving goodbyes - God knows how many i have lost count.
waving hard as if that will be our last form of communication.
maybe it is.
i want to give you love
what you wanted.
i look forward to grant your wish.
i want to stop being there.
for you.
and i want you to turn around to witness the satisfaction
that my absence provides. if it makes you happy, love
i wish this will put a smile on your face.
forgive me. it was long due, i believe.
be happy for me.