Friday, January 22, 2010

yang..

'i am warded.
positive for dengue..'

i felt my insides softly crumbled.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

sunday afternoon

i remember wasting it
in cool shade of tree
sitting on a grassy hill
overlooking nothing but distance.

it was most quiet.
i had no desire to let my mind wander.
i had to be here.

and let the silence
soaked into me.

i remember a pair of butterflies.
and little white flowers.
basking in the sun.

and i remembered you.
and how i missed you.
to the depths i could not explain.
to the ends that ceased to exist.

i now feel at loss.
that despite all these i carry in this silly little heart
i chose not to make an effort, but to
turn you away. and let you leave.

i wish one day
you'd knew.

and forgive.