pearl

 this one is for you. 

only for you.

semalam saya bermimpi

mendaki bukit menuruni lembah

harum.

dan basah.

rasa itu mulai tumbuh.

sweet and salty

kulum, kulum mutiara.

#moscowisindeedbeautiful

december

just because i am capable of violence
doesn't mean i should be doing it.

i have a song in my head, in fact.

Selembut sutera
Sebening pelangi
Dirimu kurangkai di dalam kalbu...

hurting others to express my frustrations
seems outdated.

things happen for reasons that i might never know
would i erase them for fear of it hurting me
no. in fact, i would live through them again
i will make the same mistake
i will give you my heart anyway
knowing fully well that you are going to break it.
i would still reach out and make you smile.

i still want to be a good person.
i will not forget you.

i promise.